Thanks anon. He had a heart attack this morning, it was very sudden but according to the doctor it was very painless for him. I appreciate that I know lots of people are there for me. It’s amazing how something like this causes everyone to suddenly call and make sure you’re okay. I do really feel loved, and like he was loved. I just miss him. I keep looking over at my bed, in the spot where he used to sleep next to me and he’s not there. He’ll never be there again. I just can’t process that.
It’s kind of weird how we became like best friends, and all over a girl. It has been cool because we got to hang all weekend sometimes when there was nothing else to do. I’ll probably be really busy this summer but we need to hang before you leave. Thanks for all the fun times if we happen to grow apart. I’m almost caught up on all our nerdy stuff like Naruto, so there will be lots to discuss.
P.S. We need to 100% FF7 this summer! It’s on!
It is weird how we became best friends, and then suddenly before I knew it you were basically my brother, my love, my cuddle buddy, my everything. I am so glad I can say that we NEVER drifted apart, I just didn’t realize how little time we would have together. I do regret that we never 100% FF7…we always agreed that it was too big a task for one summer and that there would be time to do it later. But now there isn’t time. I’m just alone, without you to help me do it. I don’t know if I can do it on my own. I need you.
This feels so fucking relevant. Michael, you were my world and my universe. I miss you so much, and you might not have lived long enough to change the universe but you lived long enough to change my life and make me who I am today. I miss you brother, and I love you.
He was only 23…it’s just not fair. I miss you so much Michael. You were the brother I never had and I’m just not sure how I’m supposed to go on without you here. I love you so much.
$51 dollas baby. ~heretic status~
Josh, what have you been doing
$20.00… Crap, I am such a goody two-shoes
$60.50…damn I’ve done too much, gotta calm it down Travis…
Here’s the thing.